1923 TURK GRUP DJ_K_A_H_I_R

Seems like forever that I’ve updated a post here. I mean the last on was from the office in the old house. We finally did make the move to the new house. Unfortunately while in the process of the move work kept calling every few minutes because they jumped the plan early and deployed a project without me. I has already planned on being there for the planned deploy but what could I do when it went early.

For so many months I’ve been working double shifts trying to get the affiliate system out. While I’ve meet my goals on each iteration, new features keep putting it back that set me behind for launch. Or more realistically my project been stuck behind others that don’t let me deploy on time. I think this has caused more friction in the company that shouldn’t be attributed to me or my abilities. But what can I do.

For about two weeks now I haven’t had to work non-stop and it’s been really nice. Not only have I started to work on my personal abiliates again; read Object Thinking by David West. I’ve also started to plan on blogging more as well.

I go two great posts out over this Thanksgiving weekend and have at least two more posts to write. One concerning JavaScript testing and the other CherryPy testing. The problem is I don’t want to rapid fire the posts, 4 posts in 2 days and nothing for a month. That’s not very good.

So lot’s more to come with the time I finally have!

Did you ever get so tired that you don’t know what to do? It’s too early to sleep, although several days worth may help. You want to do this; have to if you will. Although you would prefer to do that instead. The choice is none the less difficult.

I’m at that point, after an extended amount of time working as much as had to on work, I now find that work requirement relaxed a little. I’m still in code mode, but not from work only my ideas. However as I try to code I want to step away from the computer. In stepping away I find myself drawn back again.

Kel has an open house tonight and Rai came up to ask me if I was going. I shyly told her I was hoping to get out of it to try out some code ideas. I don’t think she was happy with that answer. I told her later I would go but she said it was fine.

After a while of trying out the code ideas, and thusly bringing forth a whole slew of other ideas, I realized I was too tired to code anymore and wished I went to the open house. I think I just need to get away from code for a few days. I mean of an evening that is. For at least a week or two.

Being burned out from over-working for the past month and still pushing through really strains a lot of things. I need to re-group an come out stronger.